the alcohol numbness of nerve let I lost my balance

"Miss, you need some help? You seem drunk." A cultured man standing beside me, such a clean, as if had man when he saw wen if we us.all clean, but as for this man's eyes had a different light, that ulterior motives in learning PuShan, I PuShan anesthesia nerve immediately awake many, I settle to settle at him faint way: "if I drunk, that would be great."

 

The man shan shan smile, no longer talk, good blog for everything but on the other side quietly looked at me.

 

I ignore his gaze, continue to indulge his brain needless thinking, I think my life never so bleak life, is the destiny punishment or life must inevitably going through the process of god can give me an answer it, out of the corner of clear tears flowing down again, when become so fragile, so easy shed tears?

 

"More trapped?" The man walked gingerly asked, it seems for a single women in the bar so drink were worried about? But where know my heart at the anger and resentment, this world is there anything else I afraid of? that At the moment, like the injured beast, issued moans, but also very attacking, so I'm not afraid, my tears shows me now of weak, but my sad lurk outbreaks of seed, I see now that my heart in between the poles wander is self-inflicted and suffering.

 

No one knows my heart is so stubborn, and no one knows chooses to let him leave when my heart is how of pain, suffering, pain to numb to think this thing is not what happens on yourself, so I just put a very seemingly will take a long time to solve the problem to solve.

 

And now my nerve slowly began to awaken, so I felt terrible pain hit, I feel endless yearning tortured, yes, such a man, ever so attentive caress my man so far, heart walked away, but I don't know, I was in his feelings of the world is a what kind of role.

 

The most sorrow is, has ended the happened is my is reluctant.

 

I now turn his face looked at the face calm waiting for the answers of man, is still a faint breath way: "you ask too much."

The third chapter introductions-she apparently didn't think I so not to lose face,baby again smile man, the shan shan mouth provoke a mockery, is to me, or to his own? I'm too lazy listen, tossing out of the pub.

 

I found feet high and low start suddenly get up, the present scenery some not too clear, ramshackle making people more headaches, but I know my head is lucid ah, that pain or so clear ah, but the alcohol numbness of nerve let I lost my balance.

 

I try not to make a fool of myself, more do not want to make the oneself fall, so I will lose balance while I reached for the can support things, a massive stout warm wall, high and big wall stood in front of me, wall didn't move, but wall around talk, the voice is in disgust.

Yuan shikai once such descriptions

In the late qing dynasty, FengJiang premiers in yuan shikai and zhang zhidong popularity heaviest. Yuan shikai once such descriptions two difference: "ZhangZhongTang is reading learned man, and is for the country BanShiRen." Simply said, Mr. Zhang talented scholar, old yuan, suitable for learning, do not only specific things. Look is modesty, is actually the most YinSun censures Pilate Yang yourself. Bureaucracy is scholar place? The traditional Chinese way, the scholar is simply a manic and pedantic pronoun, equal incompetence. Officials heart, don't worry you say he's like a bureaucracy, and they were afraid to say he like scholar, especially in the boss before.

But compared with yuan shikai, zhang zhidong indeed a little idealism colour. Assassinated on his support westernization movement, support the reform, etc, kang you-wei back strong learn to give money. When intelligentsia also willing to give he conducted for the similar, as a scholar of the governor's. However, the "national news HuSiJing prepared by zhang zhidong, describes the" two things, its high-handed, road-hog is totally officialdom veteran, nothing like a reader.

Firstly, zhang zhidong as harry, the governor in the tide of zhoufu periods. Zhang nominated person, to the competent civil administration work of guangdong BuZhengShi company swim bacc the governor, and the governor of guangdong (equivalent to nominate a person also. Swim bacc the adopted the latter opinion. Zhang zhidong great anger, which was a jewess swim now bacc the, harsh voice ask, your courage small ah, how dare you despise this zadok and flattery governor! Swim bacc the answer to the question, who dare to old people.